I saw Amy Grant and was barely triggered by the youth group vibes and even the praise hands

this is progress

I won't bore you with the details and especially not the set list which I still remember like a psycho but I didn't even realize till the next day how barely bothered I was by the solidly white bougie evangelical audience. Not very long ago I'd have had to actively process my trauma after being around a reenactment of youth group days - my triggers would be resurfacing like shrapnel and everyone, including me,